Preface In this post I’m going to try and share my understanding of reality as of now. Of course this will evolve with time, but I can’t wait indefinitely, so will just share what’s true in this moment. I have often shied away from this subject, feeling like I don’t know…

Holi, known as the “festival of colours” or or “festival of love” is celebrated on a full moon day at the approach of the spring equinox, heralding the end of winter and the onset of spring. The celebrations are spread out over two days (previously five). People crowd the streets…

We are all junkies. We live to experience our fantasies coming to fruition so that we can feel a massive and everlasting rush of dopamine. We do long term and short term things to feel what we desired to feel, by means of which we had envisioned it. Being in the…

I won’t do it after today, I promise It’s not supposed to be so hard. There’s no point, I’m never going to be able to make it. It’s not worth going through so much pain. I mean what’s going to change. I don’t see my life being any different. I swear I…

Bundle up all the things in my life and take it away. I don’t want it. All the noises and sounds in the background The cricket match going on This beautiful home I live in My dear cat and girlfriend All the things I’m grateful for My pursuit of enlightenment and truth All the material things I…

(This is one of the oldest works of writing I still carry and cherish. Ideas evolve, understanding evolve over time, but there are some things that are unshaken. An uncompromising sense for truth, and a sense that something is terribly amiss. …

Everybody is trying to get somewhere. As their first priority. But where have we got to so far, after so much striving, so much desire. Where are we trying to get to? We believe the way to overcoming the briefness and meaninglessness of life is by doing a lot, as we…

Our childhood traumas are the most persistent because we were hopelessly incapable of protecting ourselves at the time, did not have the emotional maturity to discern what was happening, and don’t remember a lot of what happened to reconcile with it. We try to fight back against our childhood traumas…

Build from the back. Don’t get discouraged. Build from the back. Build from the back. Don’t give up. Don’t stop. Don’t get dejected. Keep going. Patience. You will get everything you want.. I know it. So know it, believe it, have faith. Take your time, pause. Be empty. When you…